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Happy Halloween! Weeeee doggy!!
Friday, I worked at Creeper's with Brittany. Twas' interesting. The guy who cut my hair works there. He gave me his number and said if i wanted him to cut my hair again to call him. I met some cool people there. Brittany hit herself in the head with a pole. lol. We didn't get home until like 4:30. We went to Steak and Shake afterwards.
Saturday, I slept until 2. Came home around 3 and went to Jessie's house at like 7. We rented scary movies. lol. It was great.
Today, I came home and carved a pumpkin and later me and brittany are supposed to go to zac's and hang out with him and duffin. yay.
And my pumpkin is the shit!!
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[28 Oct 2004|12:27am] |
You represent... hope.
You're quite a daydreamer and can be a hopeless
romantic. You enjoy being creative and don't
mind being alone at times. You have goals, and
know what you want in life... even if they are
a little far fetched.
What feeling do you represent?
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You're a Winter. You very much enjoy your time
alone but do like other people's company
sometimes. You just need your space. You have a
few priviledged friends who saw past your
colder exterior to find the true you. You can
have pretty bad mood swings (though you hate to
admit it) so you could be soft one second then
storming around the next! But over all, you're
a very pleasant person once people take the
time to get to know you. You're a good friend
for in-depth talks. You're very talanted when
it comes to creative things.(If you can't see
tje pics, go to my homepage and look near the
bottom and find your result)
What season are you? (pics)
brought to you by Quizilla
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[27 Oct 2004|10:19pm] |
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I was watching the lunar eclipse. That was rad. :) There won't be another until 2006.
I feel like ass. My throat is all itchy and I took a four hour nap earlier. Maybe I can stay home tomorrow...
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[26 Oct 2004|04:30pm] |
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Hrm. My sister is home agan...though that varies daily. Blah. I'm back to being a depressed kid. I got allergy tested today. That was shitty. I got poked and pricked with all kinds of needles. ew. I have an orchestra concert tonight. i'm first chair. hooray for me.
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[25 Oct 2004|08:36pm] |
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My hair is purple/black. Weird. I had a Physics mid-term today. I think I did fairly well. It wasn't as hard as I thought it would be. Tomorrow, I get to check out early, because I have to go get allergy tested. Ew. But atleast no Physics. Woot! Oh yea, I also have an orchestra concert tomorrow. Plus, I get everyone's cookie dough, who ordered.
Things are going pretty good for me. Friday, Danielle spent the night and Ryan stopped by. Saturday, I dyed my hair and then I went to Jessie's grandma and watched little baby. >_< Sunday, We went to Stonecrest mall. That mall is the shit by the way. It's so much better than town center.
Luke ate lunch with us today. It was fantastic. I heart that kid. I thought I was going to cry I was laughing so hard. Plus, Heather was there and I thought she stayed home.
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[25 Oct 2004|06:53pm] |
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took this off heather's journal- what boredom does to you... [16 Oct 2004|10:38pm]
1. studded belt + 2 points: 2
2. dyed black hair + 2 points: 1 ...its purpley red black :/
3. thick rimmed glasses + 2 points: 2
4. tight shirts/pants + 2 points each: 4
5. gaudy belt buckle + 2 points each: 0
6. clothing bought from a thrift store + 2 points: 0
7. having hair with bangs longer than the rest + 2 points: 2..well theyre spose to be longer as far as i know
8. trucker hats + 2 points: 2
9. messenger bag + 3 points: 3
10. livejournal/myspace/friendster account + 2 points each: 2
11. saucony/new balance/ converse shoes + 2 points per pair: 6
12. mountian climbing key thingy + 2 points: 0
13. X'd up mosh gloves + 10 points: 0
14. scarf + 2 points: 2
15. refering to bands as acronyms + 2 points: 2
16. vegan diet + 5 points: 0
17. vegetarian diet + for shame, no points: 0
18. food not bombs participation + 5 points: 0
19. straight edge + 5 points: 0
20. aspiring photographer + 3 points: 3
21. using adj from the late 80's/ early 90's (i.e. rad, gnarly, rockin', etc.) +1 point for each word in vernacular: atleast 5 lol
22. pins/buttons 1/2 point each: 0
23. plugs/body piercings + 2 points each: does that mean each??? 6
24. vinyl collection + 10 points: 0
25. moldy peaches fan + 10 points: 0
26. liking metal seriously - deduct 5 points: 0
27. liking metalcore + 5 points: 5
28. reading books over 300 pages long + 3 points: 3
39. riding a bike + 5 points: 0
30. participating in "the mosh" + 5 points: 0
31. tea aficianado + 5 points: 0
32. writing poetry + 5 points: 5
33. attended 50 shows or more in a year + 2 points: 0
34. attending hell fest + 5 points: 0
35. being in a band + 5 points: 0
36. working at an indie record store/health food store + 5 points: 0
37. clapping during midpaced part of a song + 5 points: 5
Total: 60 hahaha
0-24 - poser! get out or be forced out.
25-44 - beginner. attend more shows, buy more records, you'll be fine.
45-74 - scenester. you've been around awhile and you know what's up, good job.
75 - or more - GOD! I bow to thee with your knowledge of everything hardcore.
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[22 Oct 2004|11:37pm] |
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This is an update. I have no life. Danielle is at mi casa. Ryan estaba a mi casa. (was at). Hey dear? Fuck you.
Love,
Emo <3
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[20 Oct 2004|09:00pm] |
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Pac Sun called me today. They want me to come in for a SECOND interview. I didn't know there was such a thing. lol.
I went to Jessie's hizzy today. Woot! Plus, I made it through a whole day of school. Fancy that. <3
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[19 Oct 2004|07:22pm] |
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x. [Wallet] this little asian zippy makeup type bag...i put all my stuff in it
x. [Hairbrush] silver one
x. [Toothbrush] blue purple and silver
x. [Jewelry Worn Daily] class ring, watch, the 3 hemp bracelets i can get off my other wrist, black ribbon around my neck...that counts right? and earrings and i always have the hoop in my cartiledge
x. [Blanket]my fuzzy one with moons and stars
x. [Facewash] clearasil something or another
x. [Coffee Cup] my tall penguin cup :)
x. [Sunglasses] black ones with rhinestones on each side
x. [Underwear] usually colorful lol
x. [Shoes] my converse or my black and pink sauconies sp?
x. [Favourite Shirt] I guess I'd have 2 say my product of the 80s shirt
x. [Favourite Pants] any jeans
x. [CD In Stereo Right Now] hmm allister, billy talent and starting line
x. [Tattoos] ooh not yet
x. [Piercings] ears, cartiladge
x. [What You Are Wearing Now] shorts and a white tee....cuz i slang in my white tee
x. [Hair] down and all in my face
x. [Smiled] lee and brittany being retarded
x. [Laughed] ^
x. [Cried] like 4 days ago
x. [Bought] cd i think
x. [Danced] not sure
x. [Were Sarcastic] constantly
x. [Last Book You Read] in the process of reading queen of the damned and timeline(for physics)
x. [Last Movie You Saw] day after tomorrow
x. [Last Thing You Had To Drink] lemonade
x. [Last Thing You Had To Eat] tacos
x. [What Do You Like Most About Your Body] my eyes
x. [And Least?] cant choose
x. [Do You Think You Are Good-Looking] i guess so
x. [Do people often tell you your good looking?] yea
x. [Do You Look Like Any Celebrities] I get Charlize Theron and the girl from Terminator 3 lol all the time
x. [Do You Wear A Watch] yea most of the time
x. [How Many Coats And Jackets Do You Own]a lot
x. [Favorite Pants Color] faded worn denim
x. [Most Expensive Item Of Clothing] good question dont know
x. [Describe Your Style In One Word] im special
x. [Do Your Friends Know You?] seems like that question kind of contradicts itself to me
x. [Are There Traits In You That Are Universally Liked?] yea id say so
x. [How Many People Do You Tell Everything To?] 1
x. [Favourite Band Ever] not sure raelly lol jump is good...green day as well..and yes danielel fall out boy is rad but so are deftones and ah cant choose just one
x. [Type of Music Most Listened To] HxC, scene-r-ific stuff ...same as dano
x. [Type Never Listened To] not sure
x. [Favourite Book?] the vampire lestat
x. [Sunny or Rainy Day] sunny
x. [Do You Consider Yourself Lucky] no lol
x. [Do You Feel Pity For People Who Commit Suicide] no
x. [Choose One Word To Describe How You Most Often Feel] emo lol
x. [Do You Own Plaid Clothing] yea actually i think i do
x. [Is There More Than One Zipper On Your Pants] im waering shorts...
x. [Do You Own Braces] no
x. [Does Your Hairstyle Exceed A Height Of Three Inches] negatory
x. [Would You Classify Your Hair As A Deadly Weapon] haha no
x. [Do You Have A Favorite Brand Of Hair Dye] nope
x. [Do You Own A Bandana] yeah.
x. [Are You Amused By Safety Pins] yea
x. [Have You Ever Used Duct Tape As A Sewing Substitute] if ya cant duck it fuck it
x. [Do You Like Candles] <3
x. [Do You Believe In Love] i guess so
x. [Do You Believe In Soul Mates] undecided
x. [Do You Believe In Love At First Sight] no..i agree w/ danoi blieve in chemirty at first sight
x. [What Do You Want Done With Your Body When You Die] eaten by worms lol
x. [What Are You Gonna Do When You Get Older]i plan on being a doctor
x. [What Band Are You Listening To] afi
x. [Look Out Your Window... Tell Me What You See] the driveway
x. [If You Could Have Any Animal For A Pet] O EM GEE YOU GUYS A PENGUIN <3333
x. [What Is The Longest You Ever Stayed Up] like 2 days or three
x. [Are You Disgruntled]yea lol
x. [Are You An Anarchist?] no
x. [Do You Smoke Cigarettes?] mmm...
x. [Are You A Vegetarian?] sometimes lol
x. [Do You Think Meat Is Murder] kinda
x. [Have You Ever Slept In An Alley Or Park] neagtive
x. [Do You Wash Your Hair Less Than Once A Week] .....no.
x. [Have You Ever Gone A Week Without A Shower?] no
x. [Number] 27
x. [Color] pink
x. [Day] saturday
x. [Month]i like the fall and winter...october november and december
x. [Song] ot sure
x. [Movie] Jump-Mexico
x. [Food] mexican
x. [Class] orchestra <3
x. [Teacher] coach hamburg and mr smith
x. [Drink] sweet tea and dr pepper
x. [Veggie] broccoli
x. [Television Show] the oc x 500, real world, battle of the sexes
x. [Radio] 96.7 99.7
x. [Store] pac sun by far
x. [Word] pwned as in chu got pwned :)
x. [Animal] PENGUIN <3
x. [Flower] tulips
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[19 Oct 2004|02:12pm] |
Stole this :P
BASICS:
1. have you ever had a song written about you? not that i know of
2. what song makes you cry? not sure
3. what song makes you happy? girls just wanna have fun
4. what do you like to listen to before you go to bed? nothin in perticular
5. height: 5'4
6. hair color: Brownish
7. skin color: white
8. eye color: Blue
9. piercings: ears, should have my nose eventually
10. tattoos: not yet
11. what color pants are you wearing? pink pjs
12. what song are you listening to? Afi- silver and cold
13. what taste is in your mouth? hot pocket
14. what's the weather like? storming
15. how are you? itchy and bored
16. get motion sickness? not always
17. have a bad habit? a couple
18. get along with your parents? sometimes
FAVORITES:
19. tv show: The OC, Real World, and Battle of the Sexes
20. conditioner: herbal essence
21. book: the vampire chronicles...its 4 books
22. non-alcoholic drink: sweet tea
23. alcoholic drink: smirnoff twist green apple vodka. mix it with sprite and taste like jolly ranchers mmm
24. things to do on the weekend: relax, hang out with friends, party sometimes
HAVE YOU:
25. broken the law: yes
26. ran away from home: nope
27. snuck out of the house: me adn friend's have snuck out of their house if that counts...many many times
28. gone skinny dipping: few times
29. made a prank phone call: lots
30. ever tipped over a porta potty: cant say that i have
31. used your parents credit card before: nope
32. skipped school before: nope
33. fell asleep in the shower/bath? yea
34. been in a school play: kinda it was one of those things where the whole grade sings and then a group of people get up and do something...in like 3rd grade
LOVE:
35. girlfriend/boyfriend: yea
36. sexuality: straight
37. children: in time
38. current crush: >_<
39. been in love: not so sure
40. had a hard time getting over someone: only one person
41. been hurt: many times
42. your greatest regret: have a few
43. gone out with someone you only knew for three days: 3 days? no
RANDOM:
44. do you have a job? no
45. your cd player has in it right now: glassjaw
46. if you were a crayon what color would you be? that cerulean blue or whatever they call it...it's rad
47. what makes you happy: lots of thngs...i have a list lol right dano
48. the last time you got a real letter: Jessie when she still lived in indiana
49. the last tv program you watched: maury....bleh daytime tv
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Grr. My teacher is retarded. He called my dad and left a messaging saying I had like 4 unexcused absences and he thought I was skipping. Which ya know, that would be fine and dandy if I actually was skipping. I haven't ever skipped....but since I'm already being accused of it... d00d. i stayed home today. It was rad. Ryan came and saw me sunday >_< I have homework that was due today that I need to do. lol. I had some allergic reaction to somethin and now my face is itchy and red. ew.
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Happy Birthday Michael Jordan!
I love the secrets song. It has to best cello part. I'm in love.
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[11 Oct 2004|06:44pm] |
I'm starting to fashion an idea in my head
where I would impress you
with every single word I said.
Would come out insightful or brave or smooth or charming
and you'd want to call me
And I would be there every time
you'd need me
I'd be there every time...
But for now I'll look so longingly
waiting...
For you to want me, for you to need me, for you to notice me
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[10 Oct 2004|06:01pm] |
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Hrm. Friday, Danielle spent the night. Me, her and my mum went to the mall and I got my hair cut all off by a guy named Joey. lol. It's a sign. lol. Saturday, we woke up at like 10:30 and went shoppin with my mom and I got a new bed spread. It's purty. Then, Tim came over. It was fun stuff. <3 Brittany came over later. She spent the night. I had McDonalds. mmmm. yummy. Today I woke up at like 8:30. ew. We went to church and met up with Tim there. It was fun. Brittany was getting mad about her feet. haha. oh d00d! i have superman shorts. okay anyways...i took a 3 hours nap. haha when i just type took...first i accidently typed toke. well..... yea i definitely have no hair. I cut off 8 or 9 inches. If i weighted a month i could've donated it to Locks of Love which would have been sweet but I couldnt take it anymore. lol. I want to be a ninja turtle on halloween.
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[08 Oct 2004|04:46pm] |
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In PE my shoe rubbed my foot, but I couldn't stop running because it was a timed run thing. Bummer. I got a huge blister on the side of my foot that bled on my sock. ew.
Today in Physics, we got to drop our egglanders. My chicken fetus survived!!!! Woo! But then I squeezed my egg and got my fetus' juice all over my hand. Ew.
I think I'm gunna cut my hair off. I want to. I haven't cut it in a little over a year. Fun stuff.
Meat's no treat for those you eat. <3
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[07 Oct 2004|06:37pm] |
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Danielle made my journal pretty. <3 Thank you, Love.
Yea, I definitely want the piano music for Avenged Sevenfold - warmness on the soul. And I don't want to clean my room. Hrm.
This week has gone by so fast. I went to church yesterday. Got Michael to go with Danielle and I. -lol- It was fun though. I <3 that church.
Grrr... I want something corporate sheet music too. Yep. This week has gone by really fast. Maybe because I have nothing to look forward to this weekend, because I am a loser. lol. I have nobody. *sigh* Just my Dano. Not allowed to be with my other friends and just can't be with certain people I want to be with.
I burnt my tongue... not cool. I finished To Kill A Mockingbird today. That's a good book.
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I stayed home today. It is goin to be rockin. I get to sit around all day and listen to music and be emo. Hooray for me.
Firsts
First job: Elyssa's dad's work
First screen name: i dont even know
First funeral: grandpa...
First pet: a fish maybe...no wait i think it was a parakeet...or a cat. i dont know. they were all here at the same time
First piercing: ears
First tattoo: none
First credit card: nope
First kiss: Ha. That was hilarious.
First enemy: Don't Know
First favorite musician: Billy Ray Cyrus- Dude I would swing that achey breaky heart song like it was goin outta style
Lasts
Last car ride: mom...way back from media play
Last kiss: :( joey...
Last movie watched: Godsend :( w/ ^
Last beverage drank: pink gatorade...good stuff
Last food consumed: um...i think i ate oatmeal this morning
Last phone call: danielle. she is my only friend now.
Last time showered: about an hour and a half ago
Last CD played: The Shins
Last website visited: livejournal
Now
Single or Taken: single b/c people like to screw people over all the time
Sex: female
Birthday: 9/27
Sign: libra
Siblings: a brother and a sister
Hair color: um brown/blonde/goldish/i dont realyl know what you'd call it
Eye color: blue
Shoe size: 5
Height: 5'4
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[02 Oct 2004|11:11pm] |
Exhausted beyond repair
Stripped of all I had
Forced to die inside
Nw Ibreathe a renewed Life
I is now I see without my eyes
If this is what it takes
To bring me to my knees
Then feed me pain until
I realize I am but a slave
Remind me of my need for You
Remind me of who I am
Emptiness running through me
Taking all that i am
Leaving me this blinding mask
Grasping for the wind
Everything I've done
Everything I've gained
It all means nothing
A mere breath has passed away
Sadness I embrace
Left with empty promises
I look at myself and see the scars
That are brought to me by this life
Then I ask myself
Is that all this world has to give
The chase is over I am finished
Stripped of every reason I cry out to You
From my knees I scream
This blood turned into tears
A broken heart runs my body
Dripping forth until I give my life
I have become a sacrifice
It hurts me just to think of you
I void the pain that is unbarring
(To know that I take these sufferings from you)
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[02 Oct 2004|12:42pm] |
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god i'm lovin it. i'm not allowed to hang out with my best friend. my other good friend just left and i don't know for how long. i get my hopes lifted way up and then fuckin squished on....squished like hell. so i have no one. only danielle. no one else. yea danielle member the pastor talking about rejection. yea. THINGS COULDNT GET ANYMORE WONDERFUL!!!!....only not.
and I am SO fucking tired of people saying shit because of my age. All my friends (or ex-friends since im not allowed to hang out with them anymore) are older than me and i get ragged on alllll the time. The person I like says he now has a problem with my age...though its stayed the same pretty much. why cant i just be old lol. My birthday was awesome though! A little too awesome...seeing as how all it did was bring my hopes up...or a certain someone did! ass. i went to swayzes yesterday. Say Whole Nine and One Way Letter. It was rockin. lol. Well, I'm waitin for Jessie to call me...or her mom call mine. SO MAYBE i can hang out with her. This is all just going so downhill.
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[28 Sep 2004|03:56pm] |
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simply amazing
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[22 Sep 2004|07:28pm] |
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I wish I could tell you
But the words would come out wrong
Oh if you only knew
The way I felt for so long
I know that we're worlds apart
But I just don't seem to care
These feelings in my heart
Only with you I want to share
The first time I caught a glimpse of you
Then my thoughts were only of you
I hope that when time goes by
You will think the same about me
Many nights awake I lie
I only wish that you could see
I know that we're only friends
I hope this feeling never ends
If I could only hold you
It's the only thing I want to do.
The first time I caught a glimpse of you
Then my thoughts were only of you
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[19 Sep 2004|06:27pm] |
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My birthday is in 8 days. It's a celebration bitches!!!
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[16 Sep 2004|07:41pm] |
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I'd never lie to you
Unless I had to
I'll do what I got to
Unless I had to
I'll do what I go to, the truth
is you could slit my throat
And with my one last gasping breath
I'd apologize for bleedin on your shirt
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[15 Sep 2004|10:31pm] |
Please help me 'cause im breaking down, this pictures frozen and i cant get out
Please help me 'cause im breaking down, this pictures frozen and i cant get out of here
Believe me, im just as lost as you
Believe me, im just as lost as you
an every time i think ive finally made it
I learn im farther away than i have ever been before
I see the clock and its ticking away, and the hourglass empty
What the F***do i have to say
Please help me 'cause im breaking down, this pictures frozen and i cant get out
Please help me 'cause im breaking down, this pictures frozen and i cant get out of here
Believe me, im just as lost as you
Believe me, im just as lost as you
Keep it inside, the image portrayed
As if i couldnt stand losing as if I couldn't be saved, no way
A small confession I think im starting to lose it
I think im drifting away from the people i really need
A small reflection on when we were younger
We had it all figured out 'cause we had everything covered
Now were older its getting harder to see
What this future will hold for us, what the F*** are we going to be?
Please help me 'cause im breaking down, this pictures frozen and i cant get out
Please help me 'cause im breaking down, this pictures frozen and i cant get out of here
Believe me, im just as lost as you
Believe me, im just as lost as you
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[15 Sep 2004|02:08pm] |
i want to bring you all that is in my heart
i want to give you my everything
but i've failed you so many times
how can i stand here before you
when i begin to steal what only belongs to you
i am able to bring you nothing that isn't already yours
i am so ashamed of what i ever called my own
take what i have, take these broken remains
what can i give you that you don't already deserve
you laid down your life when i refused to give mine
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[14 Sep 2004|05:18pm] |
1)Spell your name with bands (this shall be hard!)
L ummm i dunno
As I lay dying
Nnew found glory??
Alkaline Trio
2) Have you ever had a song written about you? um no?
3) What song makes you cry? a few
4) What song makes you happy? the cars- you might think
5) What do you like to listen to before bed? nothing specific
PT. II
a p p e a r a n c e
HEIGHT: 5'4
HAIR COLOR: brownish
SKIN COLOR: im white as anything
EYE COLOR: blue
PIERCINGS: ears
TATTOOS: none
r i g h t n o w
WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING?: im wearing shorts
WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO?: alkaline trio-sorry about that
WHAT TASTE IS IN YOUR MOUTH?: noodlesss!!
WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIke? cloudy
HOW ARE YOU? bored. very bored.
d o y o u
GET MOTION SICKNESS?: no
HAVE A BAD HABIT?: tons.
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?: usually
LIKE TO DRIVE?: ya but that doesnt mean that i drive well
l o v e
BOYFRIEND: none
GIRLFRIEND: none lol
SEXUALITY: im skraight lol
CHILDREN: nope
CURRENT CRUSH: :)
BEEN IN LOVE?: yea didnt work out though
HAD A HARD TIME GETTING OVER SOMEONE: yea
BEEN HURT?: plenty
YOUR GREATEST REGRET: rather not get on that subject
GONE OUT WITH A SOMEONE YOU ONLY KNEW FOR THREE DAYS:not that i know of
DO YOU HAVE A JOB: i ave an interview thursday if that counts
YOUR CD PLAYER HAS IN IT RIGHT NOW: a mix cd, sugarcult, and yellowcard
IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?: pink...or blue
WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?: a certain person and ummmmm i dunno
WHO MAKES YOU THE HAPPIEST?: wouldnt you love to know
WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNA GET?: good question
WHO DO YOU CONSIDER GOOD FRIENDS?: danielle, jessie, brittany
WHAT DO YOU LIKE TO DO?: be with my friends and play my violin
w h e n / w h a t w a s t h e l a s t
TIME YOU CRIED?: friday
YOU GOT A REAL LETTER?: right before jessie moved back
YOU GOT E-MAIL: today
THING YOU PURCHASED: ummm food?
TV PROGRAM YOU WATCHED: i dont remember
MOVIE YOU SAW AT THE THEATER: king arthur
y o u r t h o u g h t s o n
ABORTION: dont know
TEENAGE SMOKING: neither
SPICEGIRLS: i like to sing to sing it lol
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1. What is your favorite word? dude
2. What is your least favorite word? dunno
3. What turns you on creatively, spiritually or emotionally? i dont know
4. What turns you off? dunno
5. What is your favorite curse word? dunno
6.What sound or noise do you love? music
7. What sound or noise do you hate? dr phils voice
8. What profession other than your own would you like to attempt? doctorrr
9. What profession would you not like to do? lesbian pornstar. ( i have to go with heather on that one)
10. If Heaven exists, what would you like to hear God say when you arrive at the Pearly Gates? dunno
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Age:5000
Birthday: September 27
Location: ga
Nickname: lets see... ATL, mumbles, minky, banana, cheeble lol, anal lol....hmmm i dunno
Parents Name: tony and nancy
Siblings: lauren and lee
Phone Number: your mom
Cell Phone Number: nyb
Friends*
Best Friend: jessie
How long have you known them: 7 years i think
How did you meet: school
Best Friend of the opposite sex: skittles
How long have you known them: about 5 months
How did you meet: jasons house
Friend who you've known the longest: jessie
you've know the least: brittany
Closest 5 Friends (same sex): i dont think i have 5 lol
Closest 5 Friends (opposite sex): same as above
Friend you trust the most: jessie
Friend who knows most about you: jessie or danielle
Last*
Person you called: danielle
Person who called you: danielle
Person you dated: devin
Person you hugged: joey
Person you kissed: aaron
Person you got mad at: if i say that will jsut start stuff
Relationships*
Boy/Girlfriend: no
Their Name: none
How long have you been together: i told you already
If Single, Do you like someone: yes
Their Name:
How long have you liked them: since i met him
Do they know: more than likely
Last Boy/Girlfriend: devin
How long did you date: one time like a month or two and the second time like 2 weeks
Did you love them: i cared about them a lot
Do you still: ^
Do you wish you were back together: not really no, but he did treat me nicce
Favorite*
Food: pizza
Store: pacsun
Drink: sprite and dr pepper
Color: pink, purple, sea foam green,...bleu is alawys good too
Number: dunno
Person: dunno
Song: dunno
Singer/Band: dunno: johnny depp
Actress: angeline jolie
Memory: dunno
i sure dont know a lot
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[06 Sep 2004|10:11pm] |
So...fun weekend. lol.
Friday, I spent the night with Jessie. We didn't really do anything. David came and picked us up and we rode around in the car for an hour or two. lol.
Saturday, Jessie and I chilled at her house for a bit and then went to mine. I showered and we went to the mall. Met some cool people. Came home. Rented Kill Bill 2. Came home. Had Happy Saturday with Jessie and my sister. Jessie spent the night.
Sunday, we went back over to Jessie's house. Showered and stuff and then went up to Winston's for a bit. Tried to go to Cowboy's, but that didn't work out so well. Skittles came and got us and we went over to Greg and Brad or someone's house. They were all watchin the game and chillin. Partied. lol. Talked to Aaron. Jonathan took us home. Passed out.
Today, my sister and I "went to the mall" and saw aaron and skittles as well. Then, went to starbucks. came home and recovered. felt like ass. did some physics. now im here.
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so. ive stayed home the past two days. i have sinus infection. gayness. i gotta go tomorrow though so i can go home with casey. yep. he's fired. lol. i get to see kyle and timmy tomorrow. that's cool.
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Dear *
Your bitter goodbye is ringing through this quiet night,
This idle hour just wont pass
I've never missed you this much, never thought I would,
Didn't think you'd feel this far away
Your summer perfume is still blowing through this hallway,
Autumn's amber red shadows dance
I miss our midnight rides on highway 18, 18 is gone
So go past the lights and all the excuses
You could have left "sincerely yours"
Don't you think it's obvious that I want to say more?
Cause anything too daring to say to you,
Will be said in this letter, then burn it away
So you never realize, I'm here
I'm thinking of your vague reply
So I can understand
Why we put this at rest
Why we forget to
Say that we were leaving
Say that I was sorry
The past remains unspoken
As this vacant night is dieing
But I still miss your summer perfume
This cold air brings such a distance to us
Such a painful distance
I'm still waiting for you to say you hate me now
So I don't have to hold on to this burning heart
This burning heart is getting old
While sitting on this cold kitchen floor,
Head down to hide the tears,
I've finally realized that you were never meant for me
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I feel like ass. Back to the usual me. Sick again. I checked out early today at like 10:30. Then, I watched Detroit Rock City. I love that movie. I slept for like 4 hours.
I want it to be the weekend. Saturday, atleast. But tomorrow is Thursday, which is one day closer to Happy Friday. Yay.
I want a boy. Im tired of those silly faggoty fucks bull shitty.
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[24 Aug 2004|08:05pm] |
Oh why cant I be what you need
a new improved version of me
but i'm nothing so good
no i'm nothing
just bones, a lonely ghost burning down songs
of violence of love and of sorrow
i beg for just one more tomorrow
where you hold me down fold me in
deep deep deep in the heart of your sins
I break in two over you
I break in two
And each piece of me dies
And only you can give the breath of life
But you dont see me, you dont...
here i'm in between darkness and light
bleached and blinded by these nights
where im tossing and tortured til dawn
by you, visions of you then youre gone
the shock lifts the red from my face
when i hear someone's taking my place
how could love be so thoughtless, so cruel
when all, all that i did was for you
i break in two over you
i break in two
and each piece of me dies
and only you can give the breath of life
but you dont see me you dont..
i break in two over you
i break in two
and each piece of me dies
and only you can give the breath of life
but you dont see me you don't...
i break in two over you
i break in two over you, over you
i break in two
i would break in two for you
now you see me
now you don't
now you need me
now you don't
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[23 Aug 2004|08:29pm] |
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**screams**
You aren't fair
Let me at least get one glance
I never asked for you
My heart doesn't wish to feel these false dreams of you My mind certainly doesn't need to think of you
My mouth is even forced to speak of you
You aren't fair...I never asked for you
I don't need a reason to be near you
Why don't you bother to come by me?
Do you hate me or are you just unaware that I am brainwashed by your eyes and I can't seem to breathe right when you're close by
Why won't you go away just before I start to convulse
I get that nervous feeling in the pit of my empty gut
Make it easier for me
I feel pain just because you are pretty
I never asked for you But yet I still want you anywhere so I can see
You are where my heart wants to be.
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[23 Aug 2004|01:21am] |
I see: computer screen
I need: to never have school ever again
I want: um...secrets secrets are no fun
I have: 10 toes
I wish: everything would be ok
I love: to laugh ha ha ha ha (mary poppins you guys)
I hate: this feeling
I miss: summer
I fear: being alone and being alone and water i cant see the bottom of
I feel: sad
I hear: me typing...and people talking
I smell: nothing in perticular
I crave: strawberries and chocolate. mmmmm. *drool*
I search: for happiness?
I wonder: if i'll ever find it
I regret: not doing a lot of things
I remember: it like it was yesterday lol
LAST TIME YOU....
Smiled? like 30 minutes ago when i was talking to skittles
Laughed? when i was talking to skittles
Cried? like a week ago
Bought something? i bought starbucks saturday if that counts
Danced? well brittany and i dance like idiots daily if that counts
Were sarcastic? ...story of my life
Kissed someone? like 2 and a half weeks ago. lol. wonder who
Watched your favorite movie? dunno
Had a nightmare? last night
LAST....
Last book you read: the vampire lestat
Last movie you saw: watched SLC Punk with Brittany Cody and Matt earlier today
Last song you heard: slow motion
Last thing you had to drink: water
Last time you showered: earlier at brittany before ^ came over
Last thing you ate: chicken
DO YOU...
Smoke? maybeeee
Do drugs? no
Sleep with stuffed animals? yep
Live in the moment? sometimes
Have a dream that keeps coming back? no
Play an instrument? violin and piano
Believe there's life on other planets? no
Remember your first love? yep
Read the newspaper? no
Have any gay or lesbian friends? omg i love gay people
Believe in miracles? sure
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever? yea
Consider yourself tolerant of others? not much
Consider love a mistake? na
Like the taste of alcohol? well doesnt it depend on which alcohol you are drinking?
Have a favorite candy? charleston chews mmmm and chewy jolly ranchers and sour patch kids lol and theres something else and its on the tip of my tongue but i cant name it
Have any secrets? yep. big one.
Have any pets? 2 dogs some nameless fish and a cat
DO YOU...
Do well in school? yea,but i hate school with a passion
Go to or plan to go to college? yep
Talk to strangers who instant message you? sometimes lol
Wear hats? sometimes
Have any piercings? the ears.and my cartiledge...but thats my ear too...*shrugs*
Have any tattoos? nope
Hate yourself? sometimes
Collect anything? name tags
Have a best friend? yea
Like your handwriting? on some occasions
Have any bad habits? who doesnt?
Care about looks? only mine! n they suck so i cant judge anyone else...ha but i can make fun of them! lol
So....I tried the positive thing for a while...
And suprise suprise. It's made me even more depressed.
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I have physics home work. *sigh* Friday, Danielle and I ended up going to the mall. It rained too much to go to the game. Hung out with Brittany last night and today...yea. Uneventful weekend.
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[20 Aug 2004|09:51pm] |
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Today was totally awesome. Didn't work as planned, but it was fun.
School went by quick. We had a pep rally at the end of the day. That was horrifying. Danielle and I were going to go to the game, but on the way there it started pouring. So, we decided to go to the mall.
God. First off, I am a badass. We walked into Wherehouse muzaccc and I started walking down this one isle. Well, there was some hot guy squatting looking at a movie in the middle of the row. So...I tried to squeeze between him and the cd rack.... Bad idea. He didn't even know I was behind him...until the cd rack went in my ass. Ha. I got hoobed by a cd rack. It was horrifying. He would've have never have known I was there except you heard a big bam from me hitting it and then erally loudly i was like "Owww. I just lost my ass virginity to a cd rack." It was a bad experience.
Then, we went out side and I was talking to these two ghettooo ass kids. Yea... Danielle started talking to Harrison and we met his adorable friend Ian. Ian is like the cutest gay guy I've ever seen. Then I met Jason and Jason said I have really great hair. >_< lol.
We were sitting on the bench waiting on my mom and these two guys walked by....one was realllly pretty. He said whats up and started talking to me, but my mom there. Haha. I got my mom to drive back around so I could hit on him and get his number while I was in the car with my mom. lol. That is wrong on so many levels. But it was awesome. And worth it. Yes, very worth it.
What ever happened to hanging out with Michael today. That makes me sad. It really does. :(
I got my gym bag back today. All the stuff still in it too. Rad.
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[19 Aug 2004|09:05pm] |
I feel like crying. There's many reasons why.
I hate yelling. God. I want to just leave.
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School was alright I guess. School is school. Ble Blah. I finally got my Physics and Personal Fitness book.
Danielle went home with me today. Then, Michael and Andrew came over. Twas fun. They just made fun of all the weird looking people in my yearbook.
Highlight of the day: Andrew put on my Jesus Is My Homeboy shirt and danced on michael sorta...lol Oh and it matched his pink belt. It was rad.
Then, we went to Sally's to get black hair dye for Michael. Then, the mall. Yea, the mall definitely bites the bag. I came home after that. Danielle got picked up. Now, I am here and I think I am about to go to sleep, because it is already one.
Oh, and I took a bath and it was badass and a half.
And I have Michael's shirt. Danielle! Yes! .lol.
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Yep. Was a pretty good day. I slept enough the night before, for once.
Anyways.
Yesterday, I rode the bus home with Casey. Yes, we rode the bus. It was fun. We were trying to fix my make-up so I could meet Kyle. lol. Weird thing. I already met Kyle at Swayze's once. SMALL world. Not to mention that I ate lunch with his girlfriend that nobody said he had today. Hahaha.
I just came home today. Aaron called and I talked to him for a little while. That was nice. I am ready for him and Skittles to be home!!! Then, I wrote down Physics notes. I still have a bunch of Physics work to do.
Check it.
I was in World His. Honors. I dropped the Honors. Instead of like any intelligent person would do and put me in the normal World History class, they put me in Physics. I was suppose to be taking Physics next semester. Since, we are on block now, and I missed a week... I basically have two weeks worth of make-up work and have no clue on what is going on in that class. Eep! Pure scaryness.
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Thirteen random things you like:
01) polkadots
02)penguins
03)candles
04)button pens
05)cuddling
06)piercings
07)beach
08)smores
09)shoes
10)poems
11)the 70's & 80's
12)alcohol lol
13)will and grace
Twelve movies:
01)Kill Bill
02)Shrek 2
03)How to lose a guy in 10 days
04)Finding Nemo!!
05)Requiem for a dream
06)all the Lord of the Rings
07)Grind
08)Texas Chainsaw Mass.
09)Freddy Vs Jason
10)The Village
11)Half Baked
12)Pirates of the caribbean
Eleven good bands/artists:
01)Greenday
02)Ramones
03)Cars
04)Antifreeze
05)Half the Battle
06)Defining Moment
07)Beastie Boys
08)Incubus
09)Fall out boy <3
10)Sugarcult
11)yellowcard
Ten things about you ... physically:
01)skinny
02)blue eyes
03)5'4
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Nine good friends:
01)Brittany
02)Brittney
03)Jessie
04)Casey
05)Skittles
06)Aaron
07)Alex
08)Danielle
...do i have anymore lol
Eight favorite foods/drinks:
01)hashbrowns (double covered)
02)strawberries
03)dr pepper
04)chocolate
05)pizza
06)pasta
07)chinese food
08)cheese steaks mmm
Seven things you wear daily:
01) Make-up
02) shirt
03) pants or skirt
04) shoes
05) bra
06) underwear >_<
07)jewelry
Six things that annoy you:
01) waking up early
02) school
03) block schedule
04) people and their mood swings
05) bitching
06) when you click someones s/n to im them and it has a loud annoying sound clip thing
Five things you touch everyday:
01) computer
02) toothbrush
03) my phone
04) cars
05) a bottle of some sort
Four shows you watch:
01) Real World
02) The OC whenever it comes back
03) THe Assistant lol
04) aqua teen hunger force
Three celebrities you have a crush on:
01) ashton kutcher
02) does micheal phelps count as a celebrity
03) johnny depp
Two people on lj that you have kissed
01) brittany hahaha
02) alex
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| Your Ultimate Purity Score Is... | | Category | Your Score | Average | | Self-Lovin' | 88.3%
Never taken out of the packaging | 65.1% | | Shamelessness | 73.8%
It takes a couple of drinks | 79.4% | | Sex Drive | 81.6%
The Pope is envious | 77.7% | | Straightness | 30.4%
Done the nasty, but not creatively | 44.9% | | Gayness | 87.5%
Repressed, are we? | 83.7% |
| Fucking Sick | 82.3%
Refreshingly normal | 90% |
You are 71.87% pure
Average Score: 72.7%
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Back to school. *sigh* I have to write a paper tonight. I think I'm just gunna bullshit the whole thing. I hate school! I spent the whole weekend at Brittany's with her and Greg aka Brittney. Brittany and I went to my house today. "Greg" had to wizzork.
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yeahhhh, first week is almost over. HOORAYYYY! I get to hang out with Brittany and Brittney tomorrow after school. I'm excitedddd. >_< I love those kids. And I'm supposed to get my cell phone back. *happy dance* x 5. Tomorrow will be fun and a half.
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When love is gone, there's no arms to run to anymore. I'm all alone, there's no one for me to live for. Letting go of the things I've always clung to, that's when I need to feel that I belong to you.
A BIG bowl of ice cream fixes all problems!!!
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Hmmm...third day of school. I have physical science with Daniel. That's pretty cool, but I should be getting my schedule changed. I hate school. I'm droppin my honors class. ew. Dominic goes to my school again!! >_< That makes me happiness. Like this :D d00d. I want a boy. I want a boy. I want a boy!!!
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i don't care if you people think it's wrong that i like him. i like him. you don't. so just fuck off. it's my business.
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[08 Aug 2004|07:02pm] |
You do something to me that I can't explain
So would I be out of line if I said
I miss you?
I spent the night at Brittany's last night with her and greg. Twas fun. It's a school night!! ahhh!
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[06 Aug 2004|11:16am] |
When was the last time I actually talked about what's up? Who knows. I chilled with Jessie for like a week.-lol- We ran around and chilled with Aaron and Skittles as per usual. Skittles' birthday was Wednesday. Him,Jessie,Aaron and I semi-celebrated early Wednesday morning. Twas' fun. Skittles and Aaron are going to be out of town for like a month. I don't know what I am going to do with those two gone. Wait. Light bulb. Brittany and Brittney aka Greg. I went to Brittany's today for a little while. I miss hanging out with her. I miss Brittney as well. (thought I forgot ya at first didn't ya?)I am glad Brittany and I got all our shit out. It makes me feel much better. I am VERY glad Brittney and I are friends. It's funny. We used to hate eachother. Didn't even have a reason either, which is kind of dumb. I don't know how we weren't. Her,Brittany, and I get along so well together. I colored like it was going out of style earlier. -lol- *wink* You two know what's up. I drew Greg a sahweeeet picture of a flamingo. I still gotta draw Brittany one, which I think I am going to do in a minute. Wow. Brittany was right about wanting to type. This is a lone journal entry. I'm having fun. Woooo!
Yesterday, I went over to Jessie's house and we got dropped off at Casey's house. Hatcher stopped by and we went with him to go pick one of his friends up and take them home. It was right down the street, but for some reason the traffic was horrifying. Then, Hatcher, Jessie, Casey, and I went to Waffle House and met Skittles and Aaron there. Steve and Casey went to Elyssa's house and Jessie, Skittles, Aaron and I went to Winstons and played pool. Well... atleast I tried to play pool. As Mikel would say, "Atleast you tried. That's all that matters." Lol.Brittney is going out with Mikel. It's so cute. Awww. But anywho. We all went back to Casey's house at like 10 and chilled on the porch. Elyssa came as well. Yes, Elyssa and I were on the same porch. We talked sort of. I think things are straight. We aren't necessarily friends again. I know we could never be like we used to, but I think it isn't bad terms anymore. Well, atleast as for as I know. I'm not going to lie. I don't think I could ever hate her, even after all that. No matter what. We were friends for too long. I could never hate her wether we are friends again or not.
Today, I woke up at 9:30. Ah, early for me most definitely! My mom picked Jessie and I up around 11:30. Dropped Jessie off at home. I came home and got ready and we went shopping and to Walmart and Costco. I got pretty pens! *Happy dance* I got new underwear. I love getting new underwear. I get so excited. lol. I don't know. Back to my day --> I got home around...I don't know, like 4. I chilled on the puter for a bit and around 6, my brother took me to Brittany's. Mikel and the Korean came over there for a bit, and then left for a bit while we colored and shit. Then, we walked down to Mikel's to get the cigarettes back from him. Brittany, Brittney,and me sat on the corner between Mikel's and Brittany's for a little bit. Then, Mikel,Josh,and Sean came down there and we walked over to Brittany's. We hung out on her porch and colored and drew pictures and gave eachothers tattoos and stuff. It was fun fun and a half. I like coloring. lol.
Ahhh, I can't shut up. I'm all alone so I'm talking to my livejournal. That's sad isn't it? I'm talking to Brittany as well though. That makes me feel better.lol. Aaron makes me craaazzzzaaaayyyyyy!!! I know I feel way different towards him compared to how he feels towards me. I can't get enough of that boy. Everybody keeps telling me shit and just *sigh* I don't really know. I guess I'll just talk to him when he gets back, if he is still wanting to talk to meeee. Oh, I don't know. I like him. I do. I really do.... and god do I really hope he doesn't read my journal.
I want to go color right now, but at the same time I want to talk to people on here. I'm talking to a few people that I haven't talked to like all summer. It's always nice talking to people you haven't talked to in a while. Well, I guess I'm going to dip out now. Seeing as how, I just like told you my whole life story. I actually semi-expressed my feelings in my journal. Actually put the real use to a journal. Normally, I just write...like what's up for that day. But yea, I'm leaving I suppose. I will try to update soon. Probably will. School is starting Monday. I'll be home more often.
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